NOTE TO SELF: READ THIS ONE YEAR AFTER YOU GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL!!
Dear Future Me,
Hi! It's me. I mean you.. well we're technically the same person, I'm just younger. Well, I'm the 14 year old you, and I haven't experienced that much yet.
Anyways, how are you doing? Are you okay? Or are you down? Is there something wrong? Is there something that is bothering you at the moment? Are you still friends with the people you became close to in middle school and high school? Do you have a boyfriend at the moment? Is he cute? How's YouTube? How are your videos? Did your editing skill improve? Did you at least reach our goal of reaching out to more people? Do you still have the weirdest mood swings ever? Did you find someone who can keep up with it? HAHHA. How's Lerry? Or Esteban? Or Fluffy? Do you still need at least one of them to be able to fall asleep at night? Are you still a One Direction fan? (wait, of course you are!! we're always going to be 1D af)
Enough questions, and let's talk about how we are right now.. well, I am actually doing great at the moment. I'm graduating middle school in less than four months. I'm catching up on everything, I even have good grades. Cool right?
Anyways, I made some new friends since I got here last year. I miss everyone in the Philippines. I still try my best and contact them, but it's really hard because of the time zones. I always imagine what will it be like if I never moved here. Like am I still friends with some people? and you know, other stuff.
I hate a lot of people, to be honest. Everyone just bothers me you feel? I can't have the same connection with my friends here, as I did with everyone back home.
I'm saving a lot of money for different kinds of stuff. Like better filming tools, better closet and especially, a ticket to go back home, even for just one month.
I really hope that you've reached our goals. I mean I just see things certainly right now. I really hope that you see the world differently now, that you're reading this. I hope you are happy.. and contented. I also hope that you at least went back home once or twice. And I wish that you're still friends with Ivan, Ericka, Ianne, Dawn, and the rest(not gonna name it because there's so many that I want us to keep in touch with).
Anyways, that's all that I can say for now. I just wish you the best and good luck on the future.
Love, 14-year old you.